[You are greeted with the sound of randomly disrupted static, at the end of which three melodic beeping signals are heard. Yep, that's your cue to leave a message!]
[He stares into the cup for a while, clearly thinking on his answer.]
...Well. I'll admit that what Hades said and the implications of it weigh on me quite a bit. And... C came around yesterday. I got the feeling something's going on.
He wanted to commission us for a bomb... particularly to make a copy of one, I believe. I don't know if you've spoken to him much, but he's quite hard to get a straight answer from... and so is Jason, who agreed to help him. But what I did get is that it's somehow connected to the plan of ending the Production.
I admit, I'm not quite up to date on what everyone's doing in connection with the Production, Heaven and Hell. But I trust Jason's decisions here, so... I suppose we shall see. As for C himself... He looks to be an idealist of sorts. Not a bad person, but rather too chaotic.
[There's a noncommittal shrug at that first part. Maybe it's just fuckin around, maybe not. Who knows!]
Trying to distract myself, mainly. Lily and Alexander need my attention rather more right now. I've spoken of my suspicions and fears with some of my friends, so I am not entirely without support, nor do I want to panic preemptively. So I am simply keeping busy until Alexander is recovered enough that we can speak of all this. D.Va is teaching me to drive, I've bought a car, we had a meeting with Absinthe in dreams last night, I still have projects to work on. There is plenty to take my mind off things, but I won't deny that it worries me still.
[Hmmmm... He drums his fingers on the side of the cup.]
I... don't know. At the moment it's perhaps the uncertainty that weighs on me, but if what I suspect is indeed true it would be... quite a lot to contend with. I would possibly barricade myself in the lab again, or...
[He shrugs.]
...do something more destructive, perhaps. I won't deny I've been feeling more--restless, as it were.
Would you like to speak with me on the topic, or wait until Alexander has recovered to speak with him? Either way I an sure the other of us will be available for any followup you have.
[ur one to talk mr healthy coping through genocide and brainwashing
Levity regards him for a few long moments, thinking on the offer.]
...I wonder. Ideally, I would want to speak with you both. Even if you were to tell me right now, I still come to see Alexander every other day. He would obviously notice that I'm affected by this, and that would just force him into a conversation on the topic when he's not yet ready. So I would prefer to wait, I believe. Like I said, I have support from other sources, so I am not in danger of crumbling anytime soon.
I will, don't worry. Mainly... right now I would ask you to look after Lily when I am not here. She's very fragile... we are doing all we can for her, but love and support from her fathers would go a long way to help her too, I believe.
Well, I do have to wonder what's so troublesome about me making friends! It's not exactly as though people I know really have anything bad to say about you two.
[Like there's also Absinthe but. Disliking Absinthe is street legal.]
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Date: 2021-04-08 07:48 am (UTC)[He will lead him in. There's already tea and sconesv set out.]
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Date: 2021-04-08 07:55 am (UTC)[Ooh, fancy. He sits down for the ~teatime~.]
My, you're always a very gracious host.
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Date: 2021-04-08 08:06 am (UTC)[He sits across from him, pouring for them both.]
Manners are ever important. And are you not worth the effort, after all?
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Date: 2021-04-08 08:08 am (UTC)You know, that's really sweet of you to say. How are you all holding up?
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Date: 2021-04-08 08:15 am (UTC)Well enough I suppose. Or as well aa might be expected in some cases.
And yourself?
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Date: 2021-04-08 08:19 am (UTC)...Well. I'll admit that what Hades said and the implications of it weigh on me quite a bit. And... C came around yesterday. I got the feeling something's going on.
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Date: 2021-04-08 08:31 am (UTC)Re: 349idk
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Date: 2021-04-08 08:49 am (UTC)[He sighs.]
What a dilemma. How do you feel about it?
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Date: 2021-04-08 09:01 am (UTC)I admit, I'm not quite up to date on what everyone's doing in connection with the Production, Heaven and Hell. But I trust Jason's decisions here, so... I suppose we shall see. As for C himself... He looks to be an idealist of sorts. Not a bad person, but rather too chaotic.
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Date: 2021-04-08 09:08 am (UTC)Of more importance is how you are feeling.
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Date: 2021-04-08 09:20 am (UTC)Trying to distract myself, mainly. Lily and Alexander need my attention rather more right now. I've spoken of my suspicions and fears with some of my friends, so I am not entirely without support, nor do I want to panic preemptively. So I am simply keeping busy until Alexander is recovered enough that we can speak of all this. D.Va is teaching me to drive, I've bought a car, we had a meeting with Absinthe in dreams last night, I still have projects to work on. There is plenty to take my mind off things, but I won't deny that it worries me still.
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Date: 2021-04-08 10:36 am (UTC)Tell me, are these distractions helping?
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Date: 2021-04-08 10:39 am (UTC)So far, yes. It's better than dwelling on it. But I can't guess how long they will keep helping.
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Date: 2021-04-08 10:40 am (UTC)Re: 349idk
Date: 2021-04-08 10:47 am (UTC)I... don't know. At the moment it's perhaps the uncertainty that weighs on me, but if what I suspect is indeed true it would be... quite a lot to contend with. I would possibly barricade myself in the lab again, or...
[He shrugs.]
...do something more destructive, perhaps. I won't deny I've been feeling more--restless, as it were.
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Date: 2021-04-08 10:56 am (UTC)Would you like to speak with me on the topic, or wait until Alexander has recovered to speak with him? Either way I an sure the other of us will be available for any followup you have.
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Date: 2021-04-08 11:03 am (UTC)Levity regards him for a few long moments, thinking on the offer.]
...I wonder. Ideally, I would want to speak with you both. Even if you were to tell me right now, I still come to see Alexander every other day. He would obviously notice that I'm affected by this, and that would just force him into a conversation on the topic when he's not yet ready. So I would prefer to wait, I believe. Like I said, I have support from other sources, so I am not in danger of crumbling anytime soon.
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Date: 2021-04-08 11:18 am (UTC)Then I will trust your judgment on your personal state. Though if there is aught I can do, do let me know.
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Date: 2021-04-08 11:20 am (UTC)I will, don't worry. Mainly... right now I would ask you to look after Lily when I am not here. She's very fragile... we are doing all we can for her, but love and support from her fathers would go a long way to help her too, I believe.
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Date: 2021-04-08 11:25 am (UTC)[He takes a sip of tea, looking away at nothing thoughtfully.]
I am glad you have built up such a network of support, truly. Both for yourself and those you look after.
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Date: 2021-04-08 11:27 am (UTC)I am glad, too.
[He chuckles.]
Alexander asked me the other day if there is a unit I do not have friends on, and called me a troublemaker when I said there isn't.
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Date: 2021-04-08 11:30 am (UTC)Re: 349idk
Date: 2021-04-08 11:32 am (UTC)[Like there's also Absinthe but. Disliking Absinthe is street legal.]
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