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[weenwoon]

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Re: Day 401

[weenwoon]

[It's probably telling how he hesitates at that question.]

... No, it's not that. It's just that looking for a place together sounds like something you would do, too. Maybe your main objective was getting me out of the dorms.

Re: Day 401

[firstworldproblem]

[He does not bring attention to it but squirrels that piece of information away for later.]

My main objective was to spend time with you and check up on you. Whether we search for new greenery or select which I have found is up to you.

Re: Day 401

[weenwoon]

[There's another moment of silence, though shorter this time; he thinks back on what Lily told him earlier, that Emet and Cosmo wouldn't bother with him if they didn't want to. He's not sure he believes it, but... not being sure is a step up from being certain they shouldn't bother.]

What you picked is fine. We can always go exploring some other day.

Re: Day 401

[firstworldproblem]

I will look forward to that day as well.

[He will guide him --- with a few directional mishaps -- to here.]

I know it is not as vast as other places, but I found it to be quite serene.

Re: Day 401

[weenwoon]

[OH NO THAT'S A CUTE PLACE... Levity does seem cheered up by it a little! Success?]

... It is quite lovely.

[Once again he looks torn, like there's some inner struggle going on. But after a few moments of somewhat awkward silence he adds:]

It looks like the kind of place you'd choose for a nap.

Re: Day 401

[firstworldproblem]

Or a place the two of us would attempt to skip stones.

[He pats him on the back and sits down.]

But you are right. It would be a good place for a nap. How dreadful that is what I am most known for now.

[But he seems more amused than anything.]

Re: Day 401

[weenwoon]

[He gives a small, quick smile at that first part - right now, thinking about the past is harder than he can manage. But he does sit down next to Emet, letting his legs dangle over the stream.]

What would you rather be known for?

Re: Day 401

[firstworldproblem]

[Leaning back on his hands.]

What a question? Truthfully, I am not sure. A connoisseur of fine arts? The slightly grouchy neighbor that tells the neighborhood children the best stories but enjoys sending them back home to their parents when the evening is over?

How about you?

Re: Day 401

[weenwoon]

[Oh that's kind of cute.]

Are you a connoisseur of fine arts?

[He looks down at the water, pondering his own answer.]

... I don't know. I'm sorry.

Re: Day 401

[firstworldproblem]

I would be were there fine arts to consume.

[He hands him a small pebble.]

Perhaps simply start small. 'Acclaimed stone skipper' is a title still yet unclaimed.

Re: Day 401

[weenwoon]

[... okay he can't actually stay gloomy at that. He chuckles, taking the pebble, takes aim and sends it skipping.]

Do I have to be good at skipping for that, or merely do it a lot? I could travel the city, finding the best places to skip stones, I suppose.

Re: Day 401

[firstworldproblem]

[He watches the stone as it hops across the surface of the water.]

Keep a little journal with pictures? I can see it. If the title is your to define and conjure, who can dispute it? Rules of your own making.

[He has to sit up straight to do it --- perish the thought! --- but he does lean up and kiss the top of his head.]

Re: Day 401

[weenwoon]

[He chuckles in response and reaches for another stone - but even relaxed as he is, the kiss catches him by surprise, to the point he drops the stone.]

Oh--

[Well, turns out several days (weeks, months?) of depression and running himself into a corner in his own mind have not been good for Levity. He feels tears start to well up and blinks rapidly in order to hide them. How is he supposed to deal with things when Emet is being nice to him???]

S-Sorry, you startled me.

Re: Day 401

[firstworldproblem]

[He reaches over to pick up the stone he just dropped tossing it up and the air and catching it.]

My devious scheme to challenge you for your title. Wouldn't do if you didn't have a little competition.

[He skips it across the water.

And he does see him blinking back wetness, but he's not going to bring that into focus. At least not yet.]

Re: Day 401

[weenwoon]

[thanks emet you're a pal

He manages to smile, picking up another stone.]

I thought you wanted to be a connoisseur of art, not a stone skipper.

[He raises a hand to send his stone flying - but there's a pause, tension suddenly filling his body. Just as suddenly, he gives a self-deprecating chuckle, letting his hand drop and looking away.]

... I couldn't measure up to you, anyway.

Re: Day 401

[firstworldproblem]

I can act better than you. And Cosmo better than I.

Don't take it too personally. Not many have had the opportunity of practice as we have.

Re: Day 401

[weenwoon]

[He stares at the pebble in his hand, still unable to look at Emet.]

... Is acting all it is?

Re: Day 401

[firstworldproblem]

More than I care to admit. Five has called me out more than once on my shortsightedness. As has Cardinal, Vergil, Cosmo. Even Absinthe.

But that is part of the journey. Learning. You'll not know it all as you start. I daresay you won't even at the end of that journey.

Re: Day 401

[weenwoon]

[He doesn't reply immediately, grappling with his own thoughts, but does find it in himself to comment]

... It's a little strange to hear that Absinthe of all people would say that to you.

Re: Day 401

[firstworldproblem]

[He does laugh.]

Now that I could not imagine. He didn't. None of them did. Not in those words exactly. They chided my stubbornness. My limited way of viewing the world.

The latter is the conclusion I came up with. As you learn from others, you will find your own.

Re: Day 401

[weenwoon]

[As he learns from others, huh. Levity stares at the pebble, turning it over and over in his hands.]

... Can I ask you something?

Re: Day 401

[firstworldproblem]

That wasn't an exhaustive list. I could add others such as Lily as well. You do learn a little from everyone you meet.

[He nods.]

Go ahead.

Re: Day 401

[weenwoon]

[There's a nervousness to him, obvious enough in the way his breath grows shallower and his body tenses.]

Would it... would it not be better for you and Cosmo if-- if I could welcome things like killing and violence? If I was more...

[... mortal.]

Re: Day 401

[firstworldproblem]

[He shakes his head.]

Even I do not welcome violence. Would I the choice, I would partake in none of it. Neither does Cosmo. It may seem an odd phrase, but we are proud that we can accomplish what we set out to do, but neither of us relish the harm that comes of it.

Thus I wonder if your question truly would be 'is it better if I were accustomed to killing and violence'?

Re: Day 401

[weenwoon]

[wow thanks for perceiving him

Levity clenches his fists, knuckles white with the effort of it.]

... well, wouldn't it? Wouldn't it be better for everyone?

[Of course, a thing to consider is that in this state there is no way Levity is going to get himself accustomed to murderviolence in any way that is not terribly traumatic.]