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[weenwoon]

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[rainshaveceased]

Yes. Quite possibly.

[weenwoon]

[is this weird to talk about.]

He did admit to me several days ago that he had feelings for Azem.

[rainshaveceased]

[this is super weird to talk about.]

I... had assumed as much.

[weenwoon]

[sorry. welcome to imeeji]

I'm sorry. It must be awkward to hear at the very least.

[rainshaveceased]

It is. I have no memories of Azem at all.

[weenwoon]

[bich what DO you remember]

They were a very... unique individual, I should say.

[He'll come touch the fluffy blanket, he thought it was cute but with the context it's. Kind of. Weird??? Let's remove the context.]

I can't blame his choice of gifts, though. It's surprising how much of a difference simple comforts can make. A good meal, pleasant surroundings, nice scents... I find myself relying on such things when I'm in a darker place.

[rainshaveceased]

[not much lol]

Mmh. I have little experience with things of that nature.

[he mostly just hangs out on the moon when he's in a dark place?]

[weenwoon]

[Good news! You can build a moon room here.]

That just means there's all the more for you to discover!

[rainshaveceased]

[he might tbqh]

That is a nice way of looking at it.

[weenwoon]

[MOON ROOM MOON ROOM MOON ROOM]

It's all about perspective! And I'd be happy to help you out with it. Besides... oftentimes it's these small things that we have to find comfort in after some games.

[rainshaveceased]

[ween woon on the moon]

...Have they been difficult for you? The games.

[weenwoon]

[ :) ]

Yes. I've argued with Emet-Selch over them, too.

[rainshaveceased]

What kinds of arguments?

[weenwoon]

About the strategies his unit employs in the violent games. I cannot in good conscience approve of them. And even though I... understand with my mind why they choose to play in such a way, I cannot understand it with my heart.

[rainshaveceased]

[nods, completely unsurprised]

Does it disturb you? That they'd be willing to use such methods.

[weenwoon]

[He's just, going to ruffle the fluffy blanket distractedly]

... Not as such. What does make me upset is that they act so... unconcerned about it. That... just because they think their choices justified, or because they didn't have another choice... the suffering that results from it doesn't matter much. That it is right to play so brutally.

[He shakes his head, clearly annoyed]

And just because their unit used to be villainized, they seem to think it fine to play to that stereotype. In the end, I don't understand it.

[rainshaveceased]

[...comes over to the bed to sit on it and pats the space next to him. come sit here buddy]

That is how we live with the things we have done. By letting ourselves care less.

[weenwoon]

[He'll come sit :( sad. But also it's weird to be consoled by baby?]

... I understand it a little bit better now. But for the longest time... I could not.

[He sighs.]

It was a stroke of luck Emet-Selch decided to reach out to me in the end. It was on the same day that I'd decided that in order for me to still fit in with them, I would need to learn to care less as well.

[By forcing himself to do a lot of violence, which is obviously a very good tactic.]

It was only then he finally admitted that most of his behaviour is just an act.

[rainshaveceased]

Of course it is. He is as soft and sentimental as ever, just better at hiding it.

And the last thing he, or the rest of us, would ever want is for you to become as jaded as we have.

[weenwoon]

[Weh.... Gigi cute

He gently rests a hand on Gigi's shoulder. Hug? Perhaps?]

... I'm sorry, Elidibus.

[rainshaveceased]

'Tis nothing to apologise for. You have been suffering a burden you never should have had to.

[kind of. tentatively pulls him into a hug? is this how comfort works???]

That you even have to know of such a brutal world is unforgivable.

[weenwoon]

[HUGS BACK... YOU ARE SMALL]

But the same is to be said for you and the others. What little I've suffered is a drop in the ocean compared to your own burdens. It simply pains me that I'm... unable to do anything for you.

[rainshaveceased]

There is one thing you can do for us, though it will likely not be easy.

[weenwoon]

... of course. What is it?

[He's ready to drink that Zodiark juice!!!]

[rainshaveceased]

Believe. You need not understand our methods or agree with them, but believe that all we do is for the sake of our people. Believe that by Lord Zodiark's grace, we will be saved.