[You are greeted with the sound of randomly disrupted static, at the end of which three melodic beeping signals are heard. Yep, that's your cue to leave a message!]
[TIPS UMBRELLA SO IT'S COVERING THEM BOTH AT LEAST. Also oh my god why can't you just say things outright!!!]
Well, I do remember some things. Your appellation of them as the grape lover, for one. And the fact that you seemed to hold some kinds of feelings for them.
[Mostly, he just remembers whatever is embarrassing for Emet.]
[He will just sit closer so he doesn't have to strain his arm as much.]
I hold feelings for you, too, you know. But yes, the three of us spent quite a lot of time together. You two used to get in all amounts of trouble. The reason I sent him your way is that he is a shard of Azem. And while he didn't have his memories of you, his mannerisms were quite similar. I thought he would be a comfort.
And now another version of him has shown up on your unit. He seems a little less sure of himself. Not in lack of conviction, but ... well, it is hard to describe.
I imagine you were going to anyway, but I wanted to ask you to watch out for him. To take care of him. Not that I won't be, but it is much easier for you since you are unit mates.
[Okay give him a minute to process the whole feelings bit and then decide Emet must mean non-romantic because it would be in his character to "sike" out of it that way.]
Of course I'll look after him. Did you know, he picked his position faster than any of us have ever seen - he seemed to grasp the situation very quickly. Usually people spend some time being confused... but he was very quick to act. For a moment I thought he might be an audition, but he does genuinely seem to be missing his memories. That, or he is an even better actor than you and Lahabrea.
This particular shard did perish and walked as a ghost on the First for quite some time. I imagine the isolation can be overbearing at times. So if he is feeling rather down, I would care to know.
I really do wish you would be more open with me, Hades. It gets quite tiring to feel like a pawn in your schemes, being the only one who lacks context for what's going on. And it's not even as though I can say no to you, and it makes me feel all the more helpless.
[He has to pause to think about this because he was being as straightforward as this man is capable.]
The complications for us rise from, well, doing our best to kill one another. Even if we understand each other, 'tis still difficult. Luckily, it a path we no longer have to travel, and thus the healing can begin, but it will take time.
Outside of that, have you other questions on my motives? He is undoubtedly lonely considering his circumstances, and past history has shown not only you two to be compatible, but even thrive in each's other company. You can say as little or as much as you want to me about how things are faring. 'Tis your relationship with each other. I'm simply encouraging a start.
Levity nods thoughtfully, seemingly satisfied with the answer.]
I see. I believe that as long as you both remember that there is no need for that forced animosity, you should be fine. And for my part... I'll do my best to stay out of your relationship too, then.
[After a moment, though, he looks thoughtful again.]
But... I will admit that something feels a little off to me. He is different from the man we knew on WILD CITY. You were right to say that he seems less certain of himself, and... in the little time I've spoken with him, there was the feeling I got that he was looking to determine a place for himself. A way to act, perhaps, a... role to fulfill. Seeking a sense of belonging, much as I was at the start. As I still do.
[He crosses his legs, staring at the sand.]
That was why I did not think he was an audition. It's hard to properly quantify and describe, of course, merely a gut feeling. But I do wonder if this version of him did not live through a different past. These things can happen here, don't they?
The one on Wild City did not share my same history. I doubt this one would be the same. This one might simply be wayward in a different manner.
But truthfully, I am less worried about that and more worried about making him comfortable as he can be here. And thus you see why I have turned to you for assistance.
... Well, with any luck he doesn't share my pacifist views, so hopefully it will already be easier on him to be here. But don't worry, I'll do my best to support him. But make sure to check in at times as well.
[He smiles a little.]
You know, when I introduced myself to him he chose to call me Hythlodaeus over Levity. The first person to do so, apart from you and Lahabrea, of course.
Re: Day 420
Date: 2021-11-29 05:33 am (UTC)How much do you remember about Azem in your memories?
[Look, he's just here to cause confusion so Levity can figure out he's Elidibus later.]
Re: Day 420
Date: 2021-11-29 05:38 am (UTC)[TIPS UMBRELLA SO IT'S COVERING THEM BOTH AT LEAST. Also oh my god why can't you just say things outright!!!]
Well, I do remember some things. Your appellation of them as the grape lover, for one. And the fact that you seemed to hold some kinds of feelings for them.
[Mostly, he just remembers whatever is embarrassing for Emet.]
Re: Day 420
Date: 2021-11-29 05:49 am (UTC)I hold feelings for you, too, you know. But yes, the three of us spent quite a lot of time together. You two used to get in all amounts of trouble. The reason I sent him your way is that he is a shard of Azem. And while he didn't have his memories of you, his mannerisms were quite similar. I thought he would be a comfort.
And now another version of him has shown up on your unit. He seems a little less sure of himself. Not in lack of conviction, but ... well, it is hard to describe.
I imagine you were going to anyway, but I wanted to ask you to watch out for him. To take care of him. Not that I won't be, but it is much easier for you since you are unit mates.
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Date: 2021-11-29 05:55 am (UTC)Re: Day 420
Date: 2021-11-29 06:00 am (UTC)Of course I'll look after him. Did you know, he picked his position faster than any of us have ever seen - he seemed to grasp the situation very quickly. Usually people spend some time being confused... but he was very quick to act. For a moment I thought he might be an audition, but he does genuinely seem to be missing his memories. That, or he is an even better actor than you and Lahabrea.
Re: Day 420
Date: 2021-11-29 06:11 am (UTC)And he might be guarded simply because he woke up without familiar faces. But I am a little surprised at his adaptability.
But that is my nefarious scheme. Terrible, I know.
Re: Day 420
Date: 2021-11-29 06:20 am (UTC)I wonder if one day one of you will arrive with a corruption that forces you to be honest. That would be a nice change of pace for me.
Re: Day 420
Date: 2021-11-29 06:29 am (UTC)But I think socializing would do wonders for you both. Awkward as it might be from time to time.
Re: Day 420
Date: 2021-11-29 06:35 am (UTC)And I imagine you'll expect regular reports from me on his state, hmm?
Re: Day 420
Date: 2021-11-29 06:37 am (UTC)This particular shard did perish and walked as a ghost on the First for quite some time. I imagine the isolation can be overbearing at times. So if he is feeling rather down, I would care to know.
Re: Day 420
Date: 2021-11-29 06:40 am (UTC)You would care to merely know or actually do something about it?
Re: Day 420
Date: 2021-11-29 06:47 am (UTC)Re: Day 420
Date: 2021-11-29 07:05 am (UTC)[He sighs, drawing a random pattern in the sand.]
I really do wish you would be more open with me, Hades. It gets quite tiring to feel like a pawn in your schemes, being the only one who lacks context for what's going on. And it's not even as though I can say no to you, and it makes me feel all the more helpless.
Re: Day 420
Date: 2021-11-29 07:14 am (UTC)The complications for us rise from, well, doing our best to kill one another. Even if we understand each other, 'tis still difficult. Luckily, it a path we no longer have to travel, and thus the healing can begin, but it will take time.
Outside of that, have you other questions on my motives? He is undoubtedly lonely considering his circumstances, and past history has shown not only you two to be compatible, but even thrive in each's other company. You can say as little or as much as you want to me about how things are faring. 'Tis your relationship with each other. I'm simply encouraging a start.
Re: Day 420
Date: 2021-11-29 07:26 am (UTC)Levity nods thoughtfully, seemingly satisfied with the answer.]
I see. I believe that as long as you both remember that there is no need for that forced animosity, you should be fine. And for my part... I'll do my best to stay out of your relationship too, then.
[After a moment, though, he looks thoughtful again.]
But... I will admit that something feels a little off to me. He is different from the man we knew on WILD CITY. You were right to say that he seems less certain of himself, and... in the little time I've spoken with him, there was the feeling I got that he was looking to determine a place for himself. A way to act, perhaps, a... role to fulfill. Seeking a sense of belonging, much as I was at the start. As I still do.
[He crosses his legs, staring at the sand.]
That was why I did not think he was an audition. It's hard to properly quantify and describe, of course, merely a gut feeling. But I do wonder if this version of him did not live through a different past. These things can happen here, don't they?
Re: Day 420
Date: 2021-11-29 08:27 am (UTC)But truthfully, I am less worried about that and more worried about making him comfortable as he can be here. And thus you see why I have turned to you for assistance.
Re: Day 420
Date: 2021-11-29 09:17 am (UTC)... Well, with any luck he doesn't share my pacifist views, so hopefully it will already be easier on him to be here. But don't worry, I'll do my best to support him. But make sure to check in at times as well.
[He smiles a little.]
You know, when I introduced myself to him he chose to call me Hythlodaeus over Levity. The first person to do so, apart from you and Lahabrea, of course.
Re: Day 420
Date: 2021-12-01 02:52 am (UTC)Pacifist, no. Optimistic, yes.
[He thinks about it for a moment.]
Why do you think he decided that?
Re: Day 420
Date: 2021-12-01 03:36 am (UTC)Mm, I'm not certain. But if we are from the same world, would it not make sense for him to be drawn to the name, even if instinctively?
Re: Day 420
Date: 2021-12-01 03:37 am (UTC)But ever were they large of heart. Accepting.
Re: Day 420
Date: 2021-12-01 04:07 am (UTC)Hades, I really don't think you should try and predict the actions of others based on what you would do.
Re: Day 420
Date: 2021-12-02 04:51 am (UTC)I'm only terrible a fraction of the time. Truly.
Re: Day 420
Date: 2021-12-02 04:57 am (UTC)If you don't specify which fraction, I'll assume you mean at the very least half the time. Or three fourths of the time.
Re: Day 420
Date: 2021-12-02 05:07 am (UTC)Besides, you very know the answer already.
Re: Day 420
Date: 2021-12-02 05:10 am (UTC)Why can't you?
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