[You are greeted with the sound of randomly disrupted static, at the end of which three melodic beeping signals are heard. Yep, that's your cue to leave a message!]
You do have me there. Then perhaps I should say that it is your wording I am concerned with, and the amount of violence implied. Do you truly think I would offer such resistance that I will need to be "torn down"?
He stays silent, staring at the machine thoughtfully... before moving to try and pick up another plushie. God, why are you such a drag, Emet.]
I am not quite certain what you mean by crime. But I would say that the main line I draw is hurting people who do not deserve it or have no chance of fighting back. Of course, there are once again considerations of the reason why you would do so, of how you yourself view your deeds. As I've told Five, while I do not approve of the things he had to do to save his world, I understand and accept that there was no other feasible way for him. And a good part of why I understand and accept it is because he, too, does not take particular joy in it.
An entire organization exists to keep the timeline in check. That the apocalypse is meant to happen. That would keep events so that the would lose all, including his beloved family.
Quite admiral, isn't it? That he would stand against all that. But to run in head to head would lead to ruin. Thus he is forced to take paths less ideal.
But can you imagine shouldering such alone? I wouldn't be able to.
Externally they weather it, but that doesn't mean the scars are not left. He does fall back to that survival, self-reliant nature as it was his means for quite some time.
Truthfully, no one should be forced to handle what is thrown at us here. So do not fault yourself.
Mmm... A feeling of my own inadequacy is perhaps the better way to put it. As I've told you, I've made up with Ardyn, so I do not hold a grudge. But it's simply complicated.
[He fiddles with the machine controls for a while.]
I... do want to see him. I just don't know if it is yet a good idea or not.
[Isn't it weird how he feels kind of nauseous when thinking about Absinthe, they made up, things should be fine,]
Serenity has helped me with the memory, but... I still cannot predict how exactly I would react. We spoke after the game the other day, in fact, but... I was not exactly in a regular state at the time.
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Date: 2021-03-03 09:04 am (UTC)Re: Day 335
Date: 2021-03-03 09:09 am (UTC)Re: Day 335
Date: 2021-03-03 09:15 am (UTC)He stays silent, staring at the machine thoughtfully... before moving to try and pick up another plushie. God, why are you such a drag, Emet.]
I am not quite certain what you mean by crime. But I would say that the main line I draw is hurting people who do not deserve it or have no chance of fighting back. Of course, there are once again considerations of the reason why you would do so, of how you yourself view your deeds. As I've told Five, while I do not approve of the things he had to do to save his world, I understand and accept that there was no other feasible way for him. And a good part of why I understand and accept it is because he, too, does not take particular joy in it.
[Annnnd plushie get! It's probably Vergil.]
Re: Day 335
Date: 2021-03-03 09:20 am (UTC)And why? Well, because he is, unfortunately.]
Five does have quite the disadvantage, but his heart is ever in the right place. And are you saying you would not oppose Five had you the opportunity?
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Date: 2021-03-03 09:22 am (UTC)...I'm uncertain as to what you mean by disadvantage?
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Date: 2021-03-03 09:27 am (UTC)Quite admiral, isn't it? That he would stand against all that. But to run in head to head would lead to ruin. Thus he is forced to take paths less ideal.
But can you imagine shouldering such alone? I wouldn't be able to.
Re: Day 335
Date: 2021-03-03 10:04 am (UTC)...I likely would not be able to, either. I already cannot handle many things here, while others weather them much more easily.
Re: Day 335
Date: 2021-03-03 09:04 pm (UTC)Truthfully, no one should be forced to handle what is thrown at us here. So do not fault yourself.
[He does motion at the plush.]
Are you going to name is Ligrev?
Re: Day 335
Date: 2021-03-03 11:35 pm (UTC)Ligrev?
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Date: 2021-03-03 11:52 pm (UTC)Re: Day 335
Date: 2021-03-03 11:57 pm (UTC)Ah, I'm beginning to understand. I misspelled his name the other night because I was drunk, and he said that was a "new one" and thanked me for it.
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Date: 2021-03-04 12:02 am (UTC)Is there anything you wanted for yourself?
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Date: 2021-03-04 12:05 am (UTC)... I'm not sure. Most of my relationships at the moment are either too complicated or not developed enough for me to get toys of others.
Re: Day 335
Date: 2021-03-04 06:39 am (UTC)Why not a small collection of Future is Now stickers. Or perhaps those you've simply enjoyed spending time with.
Re: Day 335
Date: 2021-03-04 06:41 am (UTC)Oh, maybe one of Nero! We only really met last night, but we've really hit it off. Oh, and maybe Glory too...
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Date: 2021-03-04 06:49 am (UTC)Re: Day 335
Date: 2021-03-04 06:50 am (UTC)Well, it's not as though I see it as a vice. It's more that right now there aren't many people I feel entirely comfortable with keeping trinkets of.
Re: Day 335
Date: 2021-03-04 06:58 am (UTC)What of Cardinal, Lily, or perhaps Vergil. A collection of those whom you met on your first day.
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Date: 2021-03-04 07:01 am (UTC)Re: Day 335
Date: 2021-03-04 07:06 am (UTC)Do you know how to play chess?
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Date: 2021-03-04 07:07 am (UTC)I did learn for him.
[his RELATIONSHIP DRAMA,]
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Date: 2021-03-04 07:12 am (UTC)Re: Day 335
Date: 2021-03-04 07:26 am (UTC)I... do want to see him. I just don't know if it is yet a good idea or not.
[Isn't it weird how he feels kind of nauseous when thinking about Absinthe, they made up, things should be fine,]
Serenity has helped me with the memory, but... I still cannot predict how exactly I would react. We spoke after the game the other day, in fact, but... I was not exactly in a regular state at the time.
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