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Too many painful memories?

What of Cardinal, Lily, or perhaps Vergil. A collection of those whom you met on your first day.

Mmm... A feeling of my own inadequacy is perhaps the better way to put it. As I've told you, I've made up with Ardyn, so I do not hold a grudge. But it's simply complicated.

Time will help. Creating pleasant memories to offset the negative ones.

Do you know how to play chess?

[...]

I did learn for him.

[his RELATIONSHIP DRAMA,]

Truthfully, I'm looking for activities you can do together that would be relaxing and pleasant, but if you would like me to desist, I can.

[He fiddles with the machine controls for a while.]

I... do want to see him. I just don't know if it is yet a good idea or not.

[Isn't it weird how he feels kind of nauseous when thinking about Absinthe, they made up, things should be fine,]

Serenity has helped me with the memory, but... I still cannot predict how exactly I would react. We spoke after the game the other day, in fact, but... I was not exactly in a regular state at the time.

[Feelings don't go away just because one wants them too, unfortunately.]

I do agree. I would not use after a game such as that as an accurate measure to judge. But time will help even if it feels as if it won't now.

If I recall, Duality is quite fond of cats if you are looking for a gift for him.

[But what do you mean, he can't just will trauma away???]

...he does like cats a lot.

[Heeeeere kitty kitty kitty charm... annnnnnd get! RNG is good to him lately.]

Alright... between this and Ligrev, does this mean I am entitled to two more questions?

You are. Though tell me if you would like me to temper the answers in any way. As I said, I will not lie to you, but I can make it more palatable.

[He just... dangles the kitty charm aimlessly.]

Perhaps I could ask you more innocuous questions. Seeing as I am... perhaps not the best equipped to handle heavier matters at the moment.

[...]

But I am glad you told me more. I was coming to wonder if it was not something I have done that earned me your wariness.

Partially. You can blame Azem when you remember him.

I leave it to your judgement on what questions you wish to ask.

[He winces slightly at that first part. Well. That's not. That doesn't sound like fun.]

...In light of what you just said, I think I'll refrain from further questions for now. But I'll action them later.

[He simply shrugs.]

Whenever you wish.

If you do not care for the thrill of the game, there is a store that sells normal merchandise though I do not think the quality are as good as these in my opinion.

No, I would like to keep playing. Perhaps stock up some more questions for later.

[not like this feels awkward or anything now though,]

How nefarious is what I would like to say, but 'tis I who came up with this.

[He taps his chin.]

If you wish to meddle in the affairs of unitmates, get a Sunny for Angel, and an Angel for Sunny.

[.....mmmmmmmmmMMMMM]

Sunny for Angel is one thing, but I would rather not give him more reason to dislike me by giving him a toy of someone he hates, least of all uninvited.

I adore Sunny dearly, but he isn't going to grow without being in a position of discomfort.

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You could provide him with one yourself, could you not?

I have and plan on continuing to do so. I could give it to him, if you like.

[He shrugs.]

That is likely better, yes. Like I said, he does not like me already, and we have little to no reason to try to be closer.

Does he like anyone at first glance? He is all bluster.

But forget the suggestion. I think it is myself that fancies making others uncomfortable for their growth, and I will leave it to myself.

[...Hm.]

Do you fancy making yourself uncomfortable for your own growth?

I have not 'grown' in a long time. Not until recently. And most of it I can attribute to Five, and in a small part BARiTONES. For the latter, I wanted to see them become more than what they were.

But I am here giving out questions. It does fill me with a small sense of uneasiness.

Should I take that as proof that you are in part doing this for your own development, then?

In part. And in part because I do love you in any form you take.

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