[He freezes in place, and the fear is obvious on his features. He never did analyze it quite that far, or perhaps he's simply been afraid to - because thinking about it and admitting it would mean that he does fear what Cosmo and Alexander are, what they've become. And he never wanted that.
At the same time, where's the way out? There's no denying the difference between them, and no denying the fact that it leaves Levity feeling alone and frightened.
He closes his eyes, in part to stave off the anxious dizziness he's feeling, in part to avoid seeing how Emet might react.]
I-- It feels like what I lack, compared to you and Cosmo and everyone else. And that's why I feel like I don't fit in. So is it not logical that I should... try to change that about myself?
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Re: Day 401
Date: 2021-09-19 11:52 am (UTC)At the same time, where's the way out? There's no denying the difference between them, and no denying the fact that it leaves Levity feeling alone and frightened.
He closes his eyes, in part to stave off the anxious dizziness he's feeling, in part to avoid seeing how Emet might react.]
I-- It feels like what I lack, compared to you and Cosmo and everyone else. And that's why I feel like I don't fit in. So is it not logical that I should... try to change that about myself?