...but I will admit that--it was the much more merciful death for me.
[It dawns on Levity that maybe he wants to talk about it, just a little, with someone who can understand. He takes a sip of his tea slowly, trying to gather his thoughts.]
I... I have to confess that while I found it hard to face--most aspects of it, really... I know that it was easier on me than it would have been on others. At least, until--until that room...
[He falls silent for a bit, then shakes his head to chase away the remembrance.]
And yet that, too, is unpleasant. There was... another place I visited, that... I am certain that if I had been anyone else, I would go through some... terrible things, likely. Yet that was not the case for me.
[...]
Maybe that's--that's why--I thought it would...
[Levity trails off, staring at the floor. He looks miserable.]
no subject
[He exhales quietly.]
...but I will admit that--it was the much more merciful death for me.
[It dawns on Levity that maybe he wants to talk about it, just a little, with someone who can understand. He takes a sip of his tea slowly, trying to gather his thoughts.]
I... I have to confess that while I found it hard to face--most aspects of it, really... I know that it was easier on me than it would have been on others. At least, until--until that room...
[He falls silent for a bit, then shakes his head to chase away the remembrance.]
And yet that, too, is unpleasant. There was... another place I visited, that... I am certain that if I had been anyone else, I would go through some... terrible things, likely. Yet that was not the case for me.
[...]
Maybe that's--that's why--I thought it would...
[Levity trails off, staring at the floor. He looks miserable.]